Georgina: often finds self wanting to tick two boxes that are equally applicable, that perhaps are both equally applicable. There is duality in life, in people, in consciousness? "tries hard but is easily led astray" There is a certain ease in ticking one box but the deliberation, maybe that it is where I should live. The dual applicability of several juxtaposes, is maybe everything that I am and could be; in this moment, the next and the immediate future. In being visceral- in character, there isn't a choice. In being visceral in actions there is, maybe, but the control comes from listening to it; from relying on it; from letting it lead. Where I would seemingly never let another person lead, I follow the "inward feelings"- mostly to get them out, to move onto the next. By trusting each tenuously visceral step, I trust a self, that I would not generally; hence I end up trusting where and when I would not trust anyone else.
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